So I find myself completely all over the place. This isn’t a bad thing at all. It’s actually very exciting. I am trying to figure out who I am supposed to be, not what I am supposed to do. Last week I would have told you that social media was going to be my business… but I don’t know if that’s the truth anymore. Maybe a hobby, rather.
I am faced with many big decisions that I am excited to pursue and I am trying to make the best possible choice (to contribute to the fulfillment of my life).
- Visit a close friend in Holland who’s lung is collapsing
- Pursue a career with the organization that saved my life
- Find Tony Robbins
- Complete my final course of my degree
- Save my girlfriend
#5. I know this is intense, but it is the truth. She is the most beautiful girl and she deserves the best! I told myself that once I broke through, I would make it my #1 priority to share this amazing life with her. But she doesn’t see it. It makes me wonder how I can do this… How I can bring her into this beautiful world. Our paths are currently different but I truly believe this girl is my destiny. \
#4. I hate this final course. It is so dry and irrelvant to my current success. It hurts my sole. But I make it fun. I laugh at the irony and I laugh at how hard it is. But it makes it fun. Deep down I know this isn’t what I need. But, for me to progress my relationship… I must do this. Another reason is that maybe one day i’ll actually need my business degree. I don’t need it now, but could eventually. So, why not get it out of the way. Right?
#3. Having a face-to-face conversation with Tony Robbins is a dream of mine. I set it in one of my goals and I truly believe we are supposed to meet one day. This will be something that will happen if it is meant to be!
#2. Pursuing a career with the organization that saved my life would be truly remarkable. I know I can be an asset to the founder of this company. Maybe the idea of working in the same industry but not for this company could be an exciting possibility as well. My knowledge is just beginning so time will tell.
#1. I believe this is the first step into my journey. I know I can truly discover many things about myself if taken this leap of faith. I know I will find peace and gratitude along the way. I know I can share my love to others that might currently need it. I know this is what I have to do!