So, today was an interesting day to say the least. I found myself in an old families territory from my past. I was out of sync today. It hurt my brain. IT ACTUALLY PHYSICALLY HURT MY BRAIN!!!
I went to a friends house to pay a visit. It was really nice, except I know I need to continue to move forward and progress in my life. I love this guy with all my heart. He’s going to be my best man some day. But loving myself is more important to me rather than loving everyone else I possibly can, for now.
My relationship with my girlfriend is a fascinating subject. We went to the cabin and took a huge step forward in our relationship. I felt like we connected on a deep level by communicating and expressing our emotions. But today, I realized we are a long way away from where I want to be with her. I believe my relationship with my girlfriend will forever be evolving. Its frustrating right now, but I cannot wait for my future with her! I will continue to give her the time she needs just like I need for myself. This will never change the way I feel about her!
Tomorrow I am going to overachieve. I will do everything in my power all day to progress my life. I will work on myself in the morning (read, write, exercise, etc). I will learn as much as I possibly can in the afternoon (1 seminar and reading my class textbook which is definitely not my passion, lol). And, I will enjoy a beautiful evening with my girlfriend and friends!
I am so excited for tomorrow! Cheers!